AT 30 YOU SEE LESSON IN EVERYTHING

I would like to think after 30 I would've learned how to handle my anger, hurt or disappointment. But there are those times or those people that can pull you out of your 30 plus mature character you believe yourself to have become. There is always a hot button don't touch me or talk about my mama. So juvenile but so..so..so relevant. You talk all the smack you want to about me, call me names even but put your hands on me or your mouth on my my mama & we got a problem. Even at 36 I am learning that even these little things can turn into big things. But I have become, by the grace of God, slightly more mature. I have learned to recognize the devil when he is working & I have had to learn how to get myself under control. I can not control how people treat me but I can definitely control how I treat them. Although today I wanna fight I have to look at the example of Jesus. On the night he was betrayed he knew the one to betray him was going to eat at his table, he even washed this dudes feet!!!! Jesus didn't get mad, he didn't cuss, he still went to the cross & laid down his life. Now I aint Jesus so there will be no laying down of the life BUT I can pray for the person who hurt me & not hurt them. Pray & ask God to forgive them & get them to a place of repentance before its too late. I got my Big Girl shoes on for real :)