Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I'M OVER IT...I THINK

Now this feeling that I feel has crept up on me. I thought I didn't care anymore but I do..umm kinda. My name was dragged through the mud. I was lied on. Could never really find the culprit but I thought I didn't care. But I find myself being totally offended by the fact that "someone" decided to lie on me and "friends/family" decided that I could be capable of spreading mess. And instead of asking me personally they just decided to believe the worst. This changed relationships so it did hurt. Now I can handle when things fall apart because of something I may have done..I'm not perfect. But when I have done nothing it bothers me. But then I remember. They lied on Jesus so who am I? Get over it Shalonda. Pray for the people and keep it moving. OK I'm over it..no really I am.

3 comments:

  1. Sometimes it's hard to move on. It keeps eating up at us, but that's the enemy trying to keep our focus off of worshipping and praising God. What's in the dark will always come to light so whomever the person is will eventually come to the surface. Remember misery loves company so you keep doing you boo.

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  2. YEA I know but it doesnt bug me any less but its not my job to monitor how people treat me I just have to make sure I'm treating folks right

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  3. I have been on both sides of that fence but what helped me get over it was recognizing which was God teaching me a lesson verses which was me reaping form things from my past. There is a difference. Keep that in mind then you really will be over it.

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