As I look back over the last year I am happy, sad, reflective, impressed and anxious. This last year has been a year of ups and downs. First my job. I have had favor at this place since I started here twelve years ago. It is awesome. I'm not one of those people who have to look at my job begrudgingly. I started to get bored and secretly prayed for God to enlarge my territory and with that my company acquired 3 more companies in merger now I'm too busy to get bored. 2ND my husband. Things are better than ever. Every fight turns into getting to know each other better to where we don't have to travel down that road again. Every argument or disagreement is a stepping stone to build us up higher. He is now my best friend. He works a nerve Lord yes but he gives me unconditional love. He is not perfect but he's perfect for me. He does not allow me to say "I look ugly or I'm fat" he actually gets down right upset. He tells me I am beautiful everyday and express his love for me constantly. It takes getting used to someone showering you with love like that but I thank God for it everyday. 3rd my friends. I have lost one due to bad judgement on my part. But I pray for them. I learned that actions can lead to heart break & they can hurt. You would think at 30 something I would learn this lesson but it was a hard one I accept full responsibility and maybe one day the friendship can be repaired. I have the best circle of friends. Time can take its toll on friendships. I don't have as much time to spend with my friends but my goal is to make time as much as possible. We are not as close as we once were but the love I have for them is still very strong. I have regained a friendship that I thought was lost but time has healed wounds and love has won. 4Th my family. I love my family. the devil tried to separate me and my sister but he is a liar and our friendship is stronger than ever. My mom and dad are healthy. My brother is well. I have forged a friendship with my mother and my sister in law that goes beyond my husband. Life is Good. God has been good. I have seen him answer blessings and there is a blessing I'm still waiting on but delayed does not mean denied so I am still in anticipation. So happy new year followers. Love like there is no tomorrow and dare to dream..peace until 2010
