What do you do when there is no one to talk to. When the thoughts going through your mind feel as if they'll consume you. The bible tells you to cast your cares but sometimes it feels as if no one is there. It's hard to turn to friends when they think your life is charmed. It's hard to go to family because you're usually the one with all the answers. It's hard to go yo the one you love because instead of listening they attempt to fix or take offense. All this leads me back to the creator the only one I can tell the real. Oh well back to the drawing board (shoulder shrug)

LIVING MY BEST LIFE...AT LEAST TRYING!

"IF YOU WANT TO GET FREE YOU HAVE TO GET HONEST...JOYCE MYERS"

Too many of us are in denial about our issues. I had to get honest with myself about mine. I'm determined to live my best life not my fantasy life. Yes I want to be Rich, yes I want to travel all over the world, shop without hesitation but until I can am I supposed to not live? I had to get honest real quick with myself. I want those things but right now I don't have them so I have to get busy to obtain them but until then I'm going to enjoy my "right now life". I'm not rich but I have God, Love and family. GREAT THINGS!

Also I had to get honest with myself about my perception about how I was being treated or my expectation of how folks should be treating me. I was being told I was "mean". My first reaction is whatever but then more than one person told me that. So I had to start being careful how I said things or how view situation from other perspectives. If mostly everyone tells you, you have an attitude problem its not them its you. If you are always in conflict because of how you said something or something you said...its not them its you. Evaluate yourself honestly! You cant be right or innocent all the time. When conflict arises look at yourself first. What could you have done better in the situation. If you are always offended or offensive...its not them its you! Once you become honest with yourself you can be free!

Also discover what makes you happy. If you sit around being miserable that's your fault! Live your best life!

I MISS MY FRIEND

I lost a friend so near & dear no matter how hard I try I can't hold back the tears. Once so close now too far I once thought nothing could keep us apart. Hard we do try to fill the space between us but time has stretched and made this hole deeper. Love has been replaced by pain that our relationship will never be the same. I know not all relationships are here to stay but this is one I thought would never go away...I miss my friend!